TIRED OF WORKING, RESPONSIBILITIES AND HUMANS

Hello Everyone

I’m usually a chipper person. I get asked on a constant basis how I remain so positive all the time. My personality is happy go lucky. I like my life and I know how lucky I am. My brain automatically believes every single day has some purpose to it. Sometimes I feel like all this happiness and energy has like a reserve in my body and sometimes it runs low or runs out and I need time to recharge it?????? IDK?!?!?!?!!!!!!?!?!?!?!!?!

With my life being so busy all the time today I’ve just felt burnt out.

I work 2 jobs, I’ve been trying to upload 3-4 youtube videos a week trying to grow my audience and my channel, as well as blog.  I’m so determined to make something of myself and make my dreams come true!!!

On top of all this I;ve trying to keep a social life to make the most of my summer vacation and do chores around the house to help out my family AND BE POSITIVE AND HAPPY ALL THE TIME.

I’ve kind of run myself into the ground.

When I woke up this morning I immediately wanted to just stay in bed all day, by myself, alone, with 0 responsibilities or things to do. I was hardly in a state to go to the gym with my mother that morning or work later in the day.

I will admit I didn’t enjoy myself at the gym like I usually do, I was impatient and snappy with my mom (which I soon apologized for), I was lazy at work today, MY LAUNDRY IS PILING UP SO BAD…AND I CAN’T STOP EATING JUNK FOOD!!!

When I got home things got dramatically better.

I took some time to take a nap, I facetimed and caught up with my best friend after not talking much for a week, I took a bath, I treated myself to an organic smoothie, Did some laundry, I read a book and watched the television with my mom. After all this I’m feeling LITERALLY SO MUCH BETTER.

I don’t want to spend time beating myself about letting my day-long bad mood take over, I’m a human and these things happen.

I guess my purpose for writing this post is to remind everyone to treat yourself right, don’t put too much pressure on yourself or too much on your plate without break. Despite how good it may feel to pursue goals and be productive, if you don’t allow yourself a break every now and then YOU WILL RUN OUT OF ENERGY AND DETERMINATION TO DO ANYTHING.

I can promise you this.

It doesn’t even need to be a long rest. It can be binge watching a show you enjoy for a few hours or taking a mid-day cat nap or just drinking a cup of lemon tea (AKA THE BEST TEA) all by yourself (listening to classical music while you do this is really quite nice?)

OR IF YOU’RE INTO WEIRD SHIT LIKE WATCIHNG TV NAKED OR TALKING TO YOUR PETS ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS DO IT AND HAVE NO SHAME IN IT.

BECAUSE WERE ALL HUMAN AND WE HAVE QUIRKS.

If all else fails

Have a break, have a kit-kat

SORRY I HAD TO

GOOD LUCK HAVE A NAP

LOVE YOU

Jade